Heart of Armour

    All of these clouds lingering,
    And you still refuse to shower me in anything but guilt.
    There is no greater sadness then watching our love dwindling,
    but you released me out of this life that together, we built.
    My heart is aching and bleeding and used,
    You sit there carelessly like I mean nothing anymore.
    We held love for each other in our hearts but now it’s all bruised,
    You shoot bullets of hurt into me like you’re from the Crimean War.
    Have I learnt nothing from what my mother taught me?
    “Be kind to yourself you’re strong enough on your own.”
    Some days I feel a boulder weighing me down when I want to be free,
    Other days I feel strong, beautiful – rarer then Featherstone.
    As I move on from you, he will show me how beautiful I am,
    How I can be loved and how change will come so easily.
    I’ll change for the better as my soul gets fed emotional desideratum,
    Growth will come coarsely and yet so freely.
    I am strong and brave and fierce,
    Even though the pain of a heartbreak is standing in my way.
    I will accomplish all and with my words cuirasses I will pierce,
    To show all how they too are strong, not just tomorrow but everyday.

Published by Tayla Hutchinson

I’ve searched for a while to try to find someones biography to inspire myself to write something profound here, but unfortunately all I could find was articles on “how” to write one. I want to inspire, not teach. If people learn along the way then that's great, but I want to ignite the flame inside your chest. I want share my experiences, my journey, my days, my nights and my emotions; I want to share my journey as a woman and the many titles I hold; with the hope that one day I can inspire you to share yours too. To help others share theirs. If I don't then that's okay, but least I know I'm being true to myself and doing what I know God is calling me to do.

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